As I awoke I smelled a terrible odor, as I looked to Derek was lying cold and lifeless as I rushed to him trying to reason with myself I check his pulse he was breathing! That day I sat with him, but he was not getting better. I tried the radio, “he was hit by a tree” I exclaimed but silence. Once again I was alone in the wilderness but this is not the end I didn’t give up last time.

Unlike last time I have experience so it was easier to find shelter and fire. While walking I found a small overhang in the rock it was small but cozy. We had been here for three days but looked like we had been there for a year. We have carved out boxes for food.

The yesterday started with the plane leaving, and leaving us in the forest. Brian insisted we first look for shelter and fire. He notes that the fire will keep away the mosquitoes. Brian was able to warn me that it was to rain in six hours he proclaimed. Then he reported that a excellent form of protein is well, grubworms. The conservation of food is the best way to survive, eat when you are in most direr hunger.

The next day we looked for more food. I was instructed to stay in sight of Brian. then I followed him to a lake when he turned the me and said, “See the fish-” and he fell down halfway to a pile of small rocks and natural clay. He found a misshapen rock and yelled “flint.” I’m so happy Brian let me use his blog to share my side

The plane ride was surprising easy I was even able to sleep through the plane ride. We landed very abruptly enough to wake me up which I’ve been told is a hard task. You would think I would be too broken to even look at a similar place but I can’t deny the beauty of this forest. It looks like I stepped into a Bob Ross painting with puffy popcorn clouds, a glistening lake and happy little pine trees. Unlike the last time we have a radio. On a different note when you’re in the wilderness like when it’s going to rain by the change in air pressure but when I told Derek he looked at me like I had three heads. Finally this blog gives me something to do in the wild so thank you-Brian

I have made my decision to go back to the wild with Derek Holtzer. It seems so crazy and I know that. Why would I go back to the wilderness to die. I feel like a guinea pig being observed for psychological tics. I know my thoughts are all over the places, but I have a feeling of remorse and putting my thoughts on paper helps. Derek offered money but I know money can’t fix the psychological damage but, I may help someone with this research.

Hi, I’m Brian Robeson. Yes, that Brian Robeson the one that was stuck in the Canadian woods for 54-days. For the last month I’ve been back at home I have received more 15-minutes of fame. In fact my face in on a tee-shirt! I had gotten used to people at my door I was almost proud of the fame I had received. Who knew a tee-shirt with my face on it was enough for my college fund, but I was never expecting this. That day I was sitting on my chesterfield as I did every day after school. I heard a knock on my door I hesitated to open the door due to the comfort of the chesterfield.As I opened the door to the framers porch I saw three men. One of the men claiming to be a psychologist by the name of Derek Holtzer asked me if I want to go back to the wilderness to study my “survival techniques.” When he spoke I was in utter rage of remembering the stress of being all alone in the wilderness with a hatchet. Just writing this give my a level of hysteria. I will update this blog soon.